Is it wrong to seek jesus because??????????

Just try to accept Jesus Christ as your lord and savior just because you don't want to go to hell? I have tried to accept him and it's not even that I don't believe in God and Jesus because I do,I just cant accept the "fact" that mostly everyone is going to hell even very good and humble people but that's ok because God still loves us all? wtf I'm just sick and tired of being answered with verses from the bible, I KNOW THAT IT'S THE MOST CREDILE BOOK IN HISTORY AND YA YA YA but please i just want a non biblical answer.. And yes ive been going to church and everything i just don't feel god's love yet? And when I try to "talk" to him i just realize I'm talking to myself which makes it even more frustrating