I want a girl to love, how can I do this?

I want a girl that I can hold hands with, snuggle with, and who makes me feel special. Honestly some prepy sluts have played with my feelings. One pretended to ask me out and when I blushed and said yes she laughed and I realize she played with my feelings to make her friends laugh. And another kissed her hand and slaped me cus i said ive never been kissed. and another cheated on me. So i.dont know which girls to trust cus ive been hurt a few times and im scared to date again. So pretty much how do I find that sweet innocent girl who I can love and cherish.